I used to hate myself. I was an outgoing person, people seemed to like me, but I hated myself. I wanted to hurt myself, and I did do that. One way I did it was by drinking, another way was by cutting myself, or scratching myself, or having sex or screaming until I was hoarse.
That doesn’t look like a good idea to me now. I can’t even imagine spending my time that way. There are no lapses now. It just doesn’t exist for me.
I used to earn under $20,000 a year, every year. I worked hard, I was dedicated to learning and to helping, but I didn’t see creating opportunities for income as worthy or righteous. I despised people who charged more money for their work.
That doesn’t look like a good idea to me now. I can’t even imagine feeling bad about charging for my work. There are no lapses now. It just doesn’t exist for me.
When you are ready for a change, you only need to make one decision. What is the one thing that you know you need to do and you have been refusing to do? It may be a nap, a blog post, an e-mail, a phone call, or scheduling an appointment. Whatever it is, stop listening to all your thinking about it. Put that thinking down, set it aside, and do the next thing – the thing you know to do when you stop measuring, analyzing, and attempting. Do that one thing, and then do it again, and then do it again. There is nothing that can stand in your way if you listen to the wisdom that flows through you. You may never get the outcome you were expecting, but you may fall in love with you and tap the abundance of living life effortlessly.
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